When you look back and feel remorseful about your decisions. You are trying to forgive yourself for every other thing, for every wrong decision, for every crazy things you shared with them.
People who betrayed you, who created farrago of outright lies and fake emotions towards you. And after this, you feel exasperating about how could they do this, how could they played with your emotions when you were so authentic towards them.
When they knew your past battles, when they knew how much you have dealt with. Still they continue to mock with your feelings.
They always wanted attention.
They always wanted some fake emotions for random moments.
They created some fallacious stories to win your emotional support.
And you thought they were not like "insensitive world"
They still didn't feel bad.
They still berate you.
They still take sympathy from other people.
How cold-hearted they still can be?
And when you know you were always there through thick and thin. Above all you were honest.
When they left you all alone . Still you were wishing for their well-being and a good life. You always tried to fill positivity within them. But in the end it was you who felt so empty.
You always motivated them no matter what. And they were there only when they needed your "emotional support". And you, yes you were unaware of their selfish heart. Somebody who just know how to use somebody's feeling.
They broke your heart and didn't lose sleep over it. And that's define them. Narcissist and Self-absorbed.
Because they don't feel your pain.
They are unperturbed for your hurt.
They are still the same.
Because they don't even care.
When they took your kindness for granted.
When they left you with room of questions and doubts.
But there you are
Fighting with every emotions
trying to figure out who is right/wrong for you.
Trying to forgive them so that you can heal.
So that you can lift again!
People who betrayed you, who created farrago of outright lies and fake emotions towards you. And after this, you feel exasperating about how could they do this, how could they played with your emotions when you were so authentic towards them.
When they knew your past battles, when they knew how much you have dealt with. Still they continue to mock with your feelings.
They always wanted attention.
They always wanted some fake emotions for random moments.
They created some fallacious stories to win your emotional support.
And you thought they were not like "insensitive world"
They still didn't feel bad.
They still berate you.
They still take sympathy from other people.
How cold-hearted they still can be?
And when you know you were always there through thick and thin. Above all you were honest.
When they left you all alone . Still you were wishing for their well-being and a good life. You always tried to fill positivity within them. But in the end it was you who felt so empty.
You always motivated them no matter what. And they were there only when they needed your "emotional support". And you, yes you were unaware of their selfish heart. Somebody who just know how to use somebody's feeling.
They broke your heart and didn't lose sleep over it. And that's define them. Narcissist and Self-absorbed.
Because they don't feel your pain.
They are unperturbed for your hurt.
They are still the same.
Because they don't even care.
When they took your kindness for granted.
When they left you with room of questions and doubts.
But there you are
Fighting with every emotions
trying to figure out who is right/wrong for you.
Trying to forgive them so that you can heal.
So that you can lift again!
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